im here again, for the 3rd time in 24 hours. i know it isnt good, wasting time like this, but who cares? maybe cos i was at home the whole day long random thoughts kept coming into me.
"Secondary school culture actually shapes our personality and all."
-Gan, 2007
Sometimes i asked myself whether it was a right decision to go Dunmanhigh. well the friends are cool and chinky and all but looking back maybe i shouldnt have just blindly followed my mother's footstep like this.
Maybe i should have went a boy's school which all claim to be much more fun than a mixed school. Then, i will have much more memories of what happened for the last four years then.
If i did, i might be clubbing now.
And do notice one fact, that i have totally lost contact with friends that i was once close to back then. Section mates, classmates, band mates anymore. sorry its not like i don't ask them out, they just, somehow, moved on?
Graduation day. i left earlier without having the final batch buffet to hang out with cousins, people whom i can see for the rest of my life. i was rather stupid. if i had stayed awhile longer with them, if i had clinged on to those friendship abit. if i could just go for the first class outing step up..
Things might just be a little better.
They moved on.
Time for me to leave those memories behind too.
