feeling particularly low today, dull.
if i were to draw a picture, i might just take grey crayon and draw a sky with sad sorry clouds and a black sea lazily sweeping against the shore. i dunno, that's what im feeling now i guess.
suddenly i lost my interest in everything. everything seems to be moving at a rather slow pace. even when i hanged out with the BEG and gan today it doesnt seem to help abit.
i don't even know why, it might be pw stress, it might be just some weird mood swing, or it might be some people who is ranting at me now. im not pissed okay, im not even sad, i'm just super duper low in energy level or something.
forcing out a smile, im trying to stay happy and cheerful but my eyes are already half dead. not the tired eyes, but rather the i-can't-fucking-be-bothered eyes.
tonight's wind is blowing vigorously, forcefully. it's cold.
i'm looking forward to tomorrow. i cant survive living in the world of boredom.
