sometimes there are some stupid little things you did without considering about the consequences of your actions. then when you realized how immature and retarded your actions seem to be, there's no more turning back.
life's like this. you can't have a second chance. you move along a line and when you did something wrong there will be a knot on the line. you have to move on. even if you are allowed to do it again, the mistake has been made. and no matter what, you can't turn back and untie the knot.
well, today's a day with lots of such knots.
commenting bluntly on someone even if there really is a small mistake on her part makes me no better, if not worse. in fact, im the inconsiderate one. looking back, it could have been much better for me to just kept it inside and clarify it later. things will turn out much better. the rush of that bit of anger in me makes things worse.
hanging up halfway through a phone conversation shows how insensitive and temperamental i am. even if there really is a reason to be unpleased, showing my emotions like that is completely unnecessary.
things you have done and you regretted doing it.
it cant be undone.
the knot is dead and it will be there. but, just let it be a small knot and not make it big. cos if it is too big, it will mess up the line and everything will get worse and worse.
im sorry okay.
i still love ya'all.
